Lot's of us can relate but you are a very young privileged white male, your fears are profoundly irrational. Compare your situation to people who have been out of employment for well over a year, with no hope of getting any work soon.

As much as you try to put things into perspective, you suffer from extreme status anxiety and may be existential angst.

You are in an incredibly privileged position, that people will give their lives to be in, right now.